Saturday, February 20, 2010
i was just trying to be a good daughter , i tot smth happened at work . when i ask you nicely , all you noe how to do is shout back at me . when i reply you will say im talking back at you . when i keep quiet , you scold me for not saying anything . when i look at you , you'll say im staring at you . when i dun , you'll say im rude for not looking . when i cry , you wun give me space . when i dun , you'll say im not remorseful and all tt crap .
den after everything , you'll come in to my room and 'talk' to me . give me a freaking hug i dowan so much and assume tt everything is fine and alright . well .. its not . you want to 'spend' time with me right ? okay lor , i'll see how . since ur eyes are glued to the tv , mine shall be glued to the com .
father and daughter , you and me ? idk . you think i'll go bad right ? i wun , even if you want me to . i noe i always make you angry . but please stop being so stupid , im already trying my best . you trying to act father-ly right ? you are not acting like wan . cos father's make their daughters happy and ur not . unless im not ur daughter lah , but im quite sure i am . so now nvm .
mummy : reli i say nvm , in my heart also nvm , my mouth say also nvm . i wun depression wan hor , cos im strong enough to move on with the help of somebody (:
after crying it out , i want to thank the whole family for giving my some time , space and privacy to cry it out . and its at my favourite swing . dk when den me and him will be able to talk again . nvm lor , as long as i get to carry on with my life --im happy (:
so i only got a few~ words for the guy tt is married to my mummy(L) :
if you got nothing nice to say , kindly close up mouth / nose / eyes / ears and shut up ! ^^ thank you for ur co-operation (: but sadly , i do not love you :D
